k-eeeeeeeeeeeeee-ds.

omg omg omg. i cannot stand it. kids can be so awesomely adorable. hahahaha. i'm like super amazed by God's wonderful hands and beautiful heart of gold. was surrounded by a ton of kids today while helping out Sharon and they are SUPER cute! especially janice, amber and clare! janice is so so sweet and imaginative! she made me this super long and stiff necklace out of mobilo ladders. hahaha. plastic toys can also be made into necklaces!

but omg. i found myself wondering this:

would i be a good mom? i think i'm gonna suck big time. i prolly will be so engrossed playing with my own kids that i forget i am their mom. i am really scared that i will not be a good mom. that i'd be the kind of person who's really great at playing and interacting with other people's kids but just not my own. =( but anyways, it's too early to be thinking about this hahaha.

one last word:

Psalm 127:3-4

Sons are a heritage from the Lord, children a reward from him.

Like arrows in the hands of a warrior are sons born in one's youth.