being a mom

Just ended an uber long heart-to-heart talk with my mom. Haha I thank God that our relationship is getting better day by day, and that He always opens up this short time for us to talk at least once a week and to pray for each other.

I realized that being my mom is not easy. I mean I know everyone knows but at this point of life, I really start to understand her position is not easy to be in. To be wedged in between my dad and us, always having to face our complaints and our dad's nagging, and us taking her home-cooked meals for granted and having to face a 2nd rebellious daughter in her teen years (first one was yours truly). I can see myself in this sis of mine and it's like history flashing back right in front of my eyes, just that this time I can really understand where my mom is coming from.

i seriously think that i'm gonna do very badly as a mom. my mummy's the bestest la, bar none. I wonder what I would do if i were her and had a kid like me. i think i'd be so furious 'til i jump off the building. hahaha. ok shan't talk about such things that are so far away. laters.