Gosh. I just realized my previous post really sucked. As in, it is grammatically correct but it just lacks vocabulary. Hahaha 'cos I was falling asleep when I was typing it yesterday night.

I've been so busy and tired running all around. It's been DO, DO, DO. I've yet to even pen down my goals for this year. Yet to spring clean my table even though CNY is almost over. My table's a MESS. I think my storage space is just insufficient. I just "acquired" a Yamaha keyboard (wooohoooo!!). Yet to sort out my thoughts about a lot of things. And there's just simply not enough time to do all of these and be able to sleep well. I think every night when I lie down to sleep, it takes less than 5 minutes for me to enter dreamland (and yet I don't remember any dreams at all the past 2 months - everyone dreams at night, it's just whether you recall having any).

Anyway, my point being that - I realize it's so important to go back to God regularly (everyday, that is) to renew and re-energize. Only He supplies the spiritual food and water we need. But we often forget and ignore the hunger pangs, for many various reasons, such as having insufficient time. God, teach me to place You above all else.

I was reading an earlier post that I wrote at the end of last year:

5) Tearing down something that I’ve been holding onto for 1 year and 3 months. 15 months. And now I can finally put it down. I can finally move on. I’m no longer tied down. I can finally do what God wants me to with freedom. With no hesitation and renewed commitment to Him.

I’ve come to realize that right now there is nothing that I want to do more than to live my life every day for Him, to be a vessel that will touch the lives of many children who need Him, both at work and in ministry. How could I waste a single moment not doing something that’s pleasing to Him? How could I waste a minute thinking about things that are not gonna contribute to His kingdom? How I wish that the day my heart can have no more space other than for God and His people would come soon! Nothing else but Him and His people. And it’s really super exciting (I know I’ve been repeating this word ever since like dunno when)!! ‘Cos I believe that God is gonna use me in many areas and many ways, in my family, in church, at work and with friends (so many events coming up! I can’t wait la!). Gonna sit down to plan for 2009. God, I look forward to where You are going to bring me to this year. I believe it’s gonna be an even more adventurous year.

God, keep this fire in me burning. God, please help me to continue working on loving You. To love the people around me. Help me to continue moving on, and not dwell on it anymore. God, please take all of these away, let nothing entangle or linger on.