Yesterday's cg was yet another one that flashed "WARNING! WARNING!".

We were asked to rate ourselves from 1 to 10 on the following traits:

1) Kindness (defined as: showing that you value another person by recognizing and putting his/her needs before your own)

2) Patience (bearing with the imperfections/weaknesses of others)

3) Forgiveness (the offender will be quick to apologize, while the offended will stand ready to forgive)

4) Courtesy (Saying "thank you" and making positive comments more often)

5) Humility (desiring to affirm others with the peacefulness of heart even at the risk of sacrifice)

6) Generosity (looking for ways to enhance the lives of others in giving of time, money, etc etc.)

7) Honesty (Speaking the truth with love in mind. Not assuming but always seeking to clarify details and feelings.)

How I rated myself:

1) Kindness: 2

2) Patience: 2

3) Forgiveness: 0

4) Courtesy: 4

5) Humility: 0

6) Generosity: 2

7) Honesty: 0

Now you might be thinking that I'm being too harsh on myself. But I know I am not. I am who I am. God knows me inside out. How hypocritical I truly am. Always acting courteous when I am not. But I am seriously confused by myself. Sometimes I can be very, for instance, kind. To certain people, for instance, kids. But at other times, I just want to be able to do what i want, at anytime, anywhere.

I am super duper tired thinking about all these. I wanna forget all about these.