break >>>>> away

i feel like i'm stuck in a rut with where we are going. i wanna break away from this situation but i can't. i wanna do something new but i can't. if only i can start anew once more in a new place.

i don't want to stay here and do nothing for another few months. i hate being stuck.

i wish i could say that i know what to do but i don't. i have already said whatever that i could. but it's like we've died over and over again. it's just gone.

Gone. poof.

and if only the other project could start up. i feel like i'm rotting away.