The list of Ds.

I've decided that I shall keep quiet for some time.

Suddenly feel very demoralized. Very discouraged. Very drained. Very depressed (hahaha no la but then again maybe - also want to play on the "D"). I sometimes wonder if talking is actually helpful. Maybe it is why I'm venting here in this teeny-weeny outlet. If after each time you talk, you get to hear something that you don't want to, would you want to talk anymore? I'm afraid not. I'm afraid that due to something called classical conditioning, I've been conditioned not to speak what I really feel. Or if after each time you talk, nothing happens? That just goes to show how majorly "important" you are right? I've learnt that my words don't count at all. So I'm gonna just shut up.

Okay I've got another D to add to the list: disappointed.

'Nuff said. People will never understand. How I wish I can just go away and leave all of these behind. I hate this feeling. GO AWAY all of you. Don't bother me anymore. I can't be bothered anymore. I want my silence. I want my freedom. How I wish I can freely use the word "hate" on people.

God...

(for those who are concerned, thanks. i'm gonna be alright, don't need to ask me on msn =D).