For the first time./"MAKING A DIFFERENCE"

For the first time ever since 12 months ago I find that I really can't take it anymore. I understand that it's only natural that things are bound to crop up and that schedules will clash. I'm always willing to make things work, to make meet-ups and jams happen. I also fully agree that church commitments, ministry, work and studies come first. But it's not gonna happen if we are gonna be so non-committal to this band. Or maybe it's not that we're non-committal but maybe we've not given enough priority to it? I'm sorry guys, but I really cannot take it anymore. I need to blast off somewhere in public and this is my venting ground. I know that it may seem like I'm the free-est person around but I'm gonna get busy especially now that I'm attending interviews for work and possibly going to be more involved in ministry soon. How is this gonna work when we can't even get a date settled for a band meeting that was supposed to be held since we started talking about it in August? I'm sorry for being harsh but argh, I'm really tired of this situation occurring over and over.

But I gotta give credit to Reina and Jon, both of whom have shown much promptness in replying about their schedules and provided listening ears to hear my many complaints haha.

I'm really tired. God, I'm about to give it up. Please give me Your strength and enable me to be more patient.

God, please be the watchman of this band. Steer us in where You want us to go, Lord. Bless us with harmony and unity, Lord.

MAKING A DIFFERENCE

VERSE
Won't You Lord
Take a look at our hands
Everything we have
Use it for Your plan
Won't You Lord
Take a look at our hearts
Mold it, refine it, as You set us apart

CHORUS
We want to run to the altar
And catch the fire
To stand in the gap
Between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion
For a world without vision
We will make a difference
Bringing hope to our land

BRIDGE
We will answer the call
To build this church without walls
Let Your glory be shown
Bringing salvation to the lost
To the lost