the day of all days

haha I realize that every year when the date gets nearer, I would dread it more and more. not abt the number, but feeling like it's really just another day.

when I sit down and recall the birthdays I had when I was a kid, I start to miss how just everyone focuses their attention on you (or your birthday cake) and just for a second, you're in the center of everything (too bad, I unfortunately possess the typical Leo complex). haha but now that you're old, you say that it's cheesy and awkward. yet deep down inside, you treasure that feeling of love and warmth. and I thank my G12 leader and sisters for doing that for me on Saturday. and of cos not forgetting my family, who's gonna always do it for me, without fail, on 13th August of every single year, probably until the day I get married, haha.

if only there was one year that I can be so busy 'til I forget my own birthday (which is virtually impossible becos National Day just reminds you that it's only 4 days away). and haha, the One above who created me probably doesn't want me to do that either. It's after all the day that He decided for me to enter this world and probably the day when I will be most reminded of how much He loves me. (*He makes me a happy girl*)

And this song is funny, albeit in a sorta-whacko way

Happy Birthday - Altered Images

happy, happy birthday in a hot bath
to those nice nice nights
i remember always, always
i got such a fright
seeing them in my dark cupboard
with my great big cake
if they were me
if they were me
and i was you
and i was you
if they were me
if they were me
and i was you
and i was you
if they were me and i was you
would you have liked a present too?

happy birthday, happy birthday