just a fun ride

You know how sometimes certain people say certain things and you just wish you did keep a record of what they said? Oh wait. You did keep a record. In your MSN. But you deleted them. ALL of them. Umpteen times. Over and over. And now you can't wait to delete ALL the emails. All 200+++ of them. But Microsoft Hotmail makes it impossible. Apparently right now their Javascript isn't working. But somehow you know deep down that deleting those things are not gonna help cos the words are already etched, oh wait, no "engraved" is a better word. Gives it a literal sense. Yes, engraved in your mind. ENGRAVED.

Now I know that it's just a fun ride. It makes it easier for me. Why the heck did I even bother so much in the first place, I wonder? But all the better. I don't have to bother now. WOOHOO! I welcome this breezy attitude with open arms. Shall continue this rant later. Gotta run.

*edit at 7pm*
I'm back. After this rant, I shall not bother to even open my mouth to partake in any discussion that has to do with this anymore. Seriously, I feel jaded. Why bother to fight your way when God has something planned for you at this time? I simply have to let go. And I simply have to learn to listen with both ears next time. And not make a stupid mistake. It's just a ride.

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
No need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
Sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
Don't be scared now
Dry your eyes
It may feel so real inside
But don't forget it's just a ride
(Just a Ride by Jem)

Yeap. It may feel real, but it's NOT.