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Time is the medicine that I had taken. To get this far. For God to help me with this. Time is what God has used to wash away what was there, to help me realize I can only be complete cos of Him, not because of anyone else.

But I also realize that time is one of my love languages. Time spent on me tells me I am important to you. I rather sit right next to you than receive a present from you. Anyone of you. My family, my friends. One day of your life means more than a 24-carat diamond.

I don't care if you are rich or poor, famous or unknown, young or old, stupid or smart, quiet or talkative. You are my friend and that's all that matters. You don't know that all I want is time. Just being there tells me you care. How I wish you were just there. But I realize time is exactly what you don't have.

But then again, Ecclesiastes 3 says,

1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:

2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

9 What does the worker gain from his toil? 10 I have seen the burden God has laid on men. 11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end. 12 I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live. 13 That everyone may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil—this is the gift of God. 14 I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that men will revere him.