i'm tired

1) of crying

2) of running away

3) of running away and crying

4) of knowing that there's so much to be done in my heart

5) of knowing that there's so much to be done and also knowing that i will never be perfect becos i never will be

but i can be OPTIMISTIC becos

1) God is my Healer

2) God knows everything, in my heart, from the inside out (1 Samuel 16:7)

3) God will give me the strength i need to pull it through (Phil 4:13)

4) God knows exactly how much i can take and what i can't, He will never put me through anything that is too hard for me

5) God's perfection drives me on, to persevere running the good race for Him, just like Christ did (Hebrews 12:1-2)

FLEE FROM ME, you evil one! My God is mighty to save! Stop all these negative thoughts in me!