Sunday, March 22, 2009

So another week just flew past like that.

It's been ages since i posted a proper entry.

This week's been rather relaxed as compared to ones I had before cos kids are having school holidays, which means I don't have to go to ACS on 3 out of 5 days like usual. But this week seemed terribly quick to escape from my hands. Been wanting to get my hands on doing materials for my cases but never seemed to have enough time. been quite frustrated with having to replace colleagues for their sessions, and not being able to do what i have to for my own cases.

Been quite refreshed by the G12 conference last week but one just can't get enough of His word or His presence. It's an everyday must do. Delirious was awesome. Martin Smith has such a good vocal range. And to support him and his cause for children who really need help, I bought CompassionArt on Wednesday. Not a bad album. Need more time to let the songs sink in. But "King of Wonders", "So Great" and "Fill My Cup" are great. Please do get one cos all proceeds go to the children. DON'T download please. Not this album. You'd be doing a great injustice to the children if you do so. I realized that if i did download the songs, I'd be robbing the children of the money that they needed. So please go out and buy that album if you really want to listen.

On other matters, I'm looking for jam buddies now. Just an acoustic guitar player or two. Preferably someone who cannot sing, but can play the guitar well. Haha I think I kinda found two people already. But still I am looking out cos this is quite unofficial.

Just can't stay stagnant any longer. I'm tired of waiting. tired of waiting for people to take action. tired till i can cry. I'm not the type to sit and wait. i've waited for 6 months. it's enough. I don't know if this is right but I just can't wait anymore. i hate the stuck in a rut kind of feeling. it sucks. especially when the others can't be bothered, when they can't see what you see.

oh and to someone who doesn't even know i'm talking to her - btw, singing is not just something i do in the shower - in case you don't know. it's not something that i hope to do in the choir ministry. it's way more than that. Singing to me is not how it is to you, how YOU might want to just sing along to a tune. it's my passion, more than a desire. i'm sorry i sound bitchy, but gosh it's just so frustrating how you likened the way you also want to sing for fun to my passion for singing, in that scene that was revealed to us. but i'm just really argh. oh goody. how much more judgmental or egoistical can i get?

i'm tired. and it's back to the saltmines tomorrow. but i miss my boys at school. :D

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