hahahaha finally i'm in a better mood (ignoring all unhappiness about friends and the church system). and guess where my happiness came from? work! surprising eh? LOL.

Anyways, I FINALLY got a new case 2 weeks ago, after 1.5 months of just observing and kinda doing nothing and I feel like I've finally gotten to make some headway, instead of just watching my skills just rot away day by day. I can now put my skills to good use, brush up on them, commit them into memory (I mean, really deeply etched, carved all the way in). I feel so much more involved now that I have my own case, everything's just different 'cos I am definitely more proactive, seeking out materials or reinforcements that I think the kid might like. And I AM FALLING IN LOVE! with my kid of course. Hahaha. He's really growing on me. Gosh I cannot believe how I've fallen for a 4 year old boy. But of course my love is not just limited to one boy. I've got so many of them at school! My super handsome 7/8 year olds. 29 of them. Who get scolded by me almost everyday.

God, please help me to look to You during the good and the bad, please pick me up whenever I'm feeling down and discouraged, for I know I will definitely be in the days to come. But I know no matter what, You will always love me. That's what matters. :D

Help me to shine for You in the workplace. To be set apart so that people will know I am different and it's because of You. Help me to love my colleagues and my kids even more, even when it's hard to love them. I can only because You enabled me to. Thank You, God. In Jesus' name, Amen.