Sigh. It's not even been 2 weeks into 2009 and I've already started complaining in my heart. I'm starting to feel the stretch between work, church and family and other commitments. Here's what would happen in a typical week of my life:
Mon-Fri: work from 7.40am-6pm (Mon, Wed, Fri) / 8am-6pm (Tues and Thurs)
Tues night: tuition with Daniel
Fri night: cell
Sat morning - afternoon: two tuition sessions
Sat afternoon 2.30-5.30pm: YA
Sat evening: tuition with Daniel
Sun morning 8.30am-9.30am: Volunteer svc at Expo
9.30-10.30am: Rush from Expo to TCT
11.30am-1.30pm: Gkidz ministry at TCT
And I've yet to sort it out with my vox coach when my vox lesson will be fixed. Most likely Saturday morning/afternoon.
God, I really don't want to be so busy serving until I forget what is important and start complaining, realizing that I had been relying on my own strength, and not Yours. God, I worry that I might be stretching myself too thin. God, I don't know if I am up for the challenge. But God, I want to be a light that shines for You.
God, I miss spending time on my own. God, I need a timeout for myself. God, I already miss youth service. I miss service at Expo. God, I need more sleep. God, I need to get well soon. God, I miss spending extended time with You. God, I've been depending on my own strength. God, I need You.
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