Friday, September 19, 2008

It's all about You.

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart


God, I've gotten to a point where I need to hate my voice.
God, I need to hate my voice.
God, I can't focus on You anymore.
God, I keep getting distracted when I worship You in qt.
God, why can't I focus on You anymore?
Why is it so hard?
God, I want to just praise and worship You like when we sang "Because of Your Love" in choir rehearsal just now.
God, there is too much of me. Take me away so that there can be space for You.
So that there can be more of You.
God, I've lost that special feeling with You.
But I know You are here. I know in spite of that feeling not being present, You are here.
But God, I want to just focus on You and I can't seem to do that. Why? Why do other things just keep entering my head. It's been too long. I want Your presence to come. Lord, I hunger for Your presence.
Lord... I keep losing that feeling with You.
Lord, I want to know that I am singing for You, not for my own glory.
Lord, I want to be singing for You. I want to praise You for who You are and what You've done. Not for myself.
Lord, all this is for You.

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
It's all about You, Jesus.

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