God have I heard You wrong?

God, have I heard You wrong? Have my ears gone wrong?

God, my sense of purpose is now on the line. My self-worth, though it should not be based on anything else other than Your opinions, is now being pulled along with it.

God, I thought everything was going ok. But I realize it might just be an illusion after all.

God, did You not bless me with this? God, did You not lead me to this?

God, I know what You said. I heard You loud and clear. I know You've blessed me with this gift. And I will hang on to what You've said and set out for me to do. Your word overrules all else. Even words others have said, even my own voice in my head, even s.a. tan's voice. Your word overrules all else.

God, no matter what, I'm gonna follow You. What You have planned for me. No matter what people say. Lord, do not let me be swayed. Help me to be strong.