Psalm 14

fool = a brutish person who is like a stubborn animal (extracted from 'Be Worshipful', Warren Wiersbe)

I've been a fool for almost 4 months now.

I realized that only today.

I have backspaced so many times for this particular line that I've lost count. I keep typing and backspacing because I don't know how to put this across. That's how frustrated I am with myself.

I've been a fool to believe that what I've done is for God's purpose.

I have lost sight of God's purpose for me in (_______). I've turned my eyes away from what He has in store for me, for something temporal. I've tricked my own heart into believing that what I've done is okay in the eyes of God when it's not.

God, I'm sorry. I've become the fool that has gone wrong. Lord, help me to re-recognize that Your plans for me is how I should be living. I need to re-cling on to Your will. Break me even more, Lord.

In the chaos, in confusion
I know You're Sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do Your will

Jeremiah 17:9