I thought I heard You right. I thought so. I believed with all my heart. But it seems like I might've heard wrong after all.

And again You told me on Friday night. Sometimes I really feel like You're playing a big cosmic joke on me. When I choose not to believe in You anymore for this promise You gave to me, You just make a fool out of me by planting it right in front of me. But whatever man. I'm not gonna do it with all my heart.

I bet You know why I chose to take this road out. That's right. There it is. All right out in the open. Yes, I like to be in the spotlight.

My ugly heart. haha. revealed. for all to see. audience of One. who am i kidding.

It's too heavy for me to carry. That word. Music. Again and again. I'm too tired to chase after this dream.