no longer.

And I thought it was resolved. Who knew 'til the outburst came out of my own mouth. Apparently, it still matters a lot to me. And I thought I had gone past this. God, it hurts. It really does. Especially when it comes from the one man you viewed as the Protector, until when you realized some time back that he's no longer so. God, it hurts. It's been 4 years and it still hurts.