I've decided.

Yeap. I've decided on the thing I was talking about a couple of days ago.

God, I thank You for giving me the courage to act upon it just now during qt, for the strength to even decide on this decision, for the boldness to finally do something about this issue that has gone on long enough. God, I know that this is not an easy route and I know that with all of my inherent human fallibility, I am bound to make mistakes, but Lord, I know with all my heart ("CONFIRM + CHOP" in roti-jon-speak) that You are here to guide me through this covenant, for the next 3 months of my life. Help me to be even more sensitive to Your voice, and to make no compromises. God, help me to walk closer to You ever than before each and every day.

P.S. God, today's qt is not enough!! I want more of You!! Pour down Your presence tomorrow, Lord!

Yay. I will choose to not think about silly stuff anymore. Waste my own time only. I just want to keep my eyes on You, Lord. I wanna get out of this rut, this vicious cycle.