I've lost count of how many times I've decided on this. It is always out of disappointment, I realize, that I make this decision.
It is out of self-defense, that I've willed this assumption to be true, so that I would not fall as hard when I find out the truth. To protect a vital, albeit vestigial, organ. It's the only safe way out from what I can see right now.
God, help me.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
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