It's not until when you look at pictures of old friends on Facebook that you realize how much they've changed and how much you yourself (or at least, I myself) have not changed.
Especially gal pals. The heavy makeup. The clothes.
Or maybe it's just that it was part of them all along, just that it has started surfacing only now. Another new facet of them that I have never seen before (or just that I've chosen to force them out of my mind. like to know why my mind does that too).
But it just seems like with the outward changes, you can see it in their eyes that the innocence has gotten lost. No longer bright-eyed and cheery. It's as if the world has changed them. Like societal values and norms have gotten to them (oh and how "low" and "not-so-mighty" I sound, haha).
Or maybe it's just me. I'm still the same old same old. Spectacles. Long hair. Plain old me haha. Which I like. The au naturel look. WAHAHA. Haha I do like to jazz up my look at times ok... It's just plain troublesome la.
Today I realized something new about myself from Reina-chan. She actually observes my facial expressions whenever we go shopping and she asks for my opinion. And she notices the little nuances and comments that I make that reveal whether or not I like the thing that she is holding in front of my face. Hahahaha. And she alone (plus my sisters) knows how picky my tastes can get (or put in another way, "how high my standards are" - haha I know my skin ISH theeee-ck). Hahahahaha. Even though I don't dress up often, I do possess a good fashion sense k (except recently I realized I made a huge fashion mistake - my black pants. argh).
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